Walk in the park in Hell

I am BACK!

Feels good. Had a tough journey. It was hard, cold and dry. Filled with illusions. Seeing things i never wanted to see or remember. Never felt so alone. So left for dead. Was battling for breath n' survival. I was down sick !

Hehe, funny right. Now i am back and i am back with a bang. Wanted a break; too bad it came with me falling sick. Feels been out of touch with anything and everythin'. Feels fresh as if out of my mom's womb. Breathing freshness of earth and enjoyin' the spine ripping chill of Gurgaon.

3days down in bed. Damn it! It was tough times. Not again, I pray. Just laid dead in bed, with thoughts, illusions, dreams. She came into my thoughts many a time. I avoided her many a time. Even then it was jus tooo much. Pain, agony, frustration, all mounted with memories. Wanted to throw the thought away into the past, but it just wouldn't go. She stayed on as if she was concerned, feeling me n' carin'. All along i felt her, knew she would have been with me always if she knew I was down. Wouldn' have borne it. But couldn' bring her back into my life and give her more pain. Would be cruel. Better off Alone.

Breathing in a new lease of Life, is making me feel better. Got to gain back what i lost out. Gaining all the energy to get back what was and is mine. Life ho toh aise! Win for Life.